| Well, here I am two years later, thanks Jacob, its all for you kid! Ohhhhhh How lashay Wesley has changed oh wow. No longer self-distructive, disrepectful to herself, with low self-esteem, attention starved. HALALUHA, however still spelling deprived!! So you must ignore the fact that I said I love getting attention. Well that was negative attention. Attention for being a hoe! Well ladies and Gentlemen I am now proud to say that I Lashay Wesley, am no longer a hoe!! I am a born again virgin, well almost...I dont even really drink anymore, thank god, If I hadn't my gag reflexes would have suffered tremendesly! I dont do drugs either, Im actually not sure if I ever did drugs but I wanted people to think that I did drugs because I wanted to be viewed as a distructive personality type. Now I offer advice to young adelesent girls about self-esteem and loving themselves. Its the most important thing that someone learns. I am now old and wise, and soon, within time, I will become wiser and unfortunatly older. Well, in the love life front, Mr. Bryan Andrew Tari and myself have been truckin' on for almost two in a half years, and I regret every molment of it. I mean I don't regret a molment of it. (did anyone get that, Skin of our teeth Anyone??...I've always said if bryan every becomes president[even though Id be the one] I would say that speech and very few would understand it). Well nothing exciting really....somebody is trying to take his sperm though. Ill kill a bitch if I have too, they are MINE!! Well I have turned the ripe old age of 18, and realized alot of things too. I am freaking 18 I do not need too act like I am 50! Good god lashay, live a little!! But along with that I've made life changing decisions that deal with my future. Going to college, moving out, what the fuck am I going to do in college. OWW responsibility is my middle name, or first name really. The shit that comes along with being a senior, OH MY GOD!!!!!!!! Scholarships, financial aid, activities, grades, classes, applications, voting, adult knowledge oh lordy lordy!! When you turn 18 all of a sudden you are expected to know every bit of happenings going on in the world!! What kind of country is lithewania??........or maybe thats just because of government. But with the age of 18 and being a senior you feel, I feel, as if my entire life is ending. What do I do???? Decisions about carreer, majors, minors, relationships, money, retirment, savings, children, and god forbid the m word...marraige. Oh too be an adult. If I could only go back to being in 8th grade and getting ready for a dance to go shake my groove thang. I've learned an important lesson however, "Thou shall always shake thin groove thang!!" I made that one up, you can use it just be sure to quoteth me!! AND NOT TO MENTION THIS WEEK HAS BEEN AN ABSOLUTE DUISY!! The AP informatiion, that means me sighning up and paying...LOST...GONE...........NO INFORMATION AT ALL!!! So now I must go out of my way and fix stuff that is in no way my fault.....oh gratious..... Oh well, life will go on. But going back and looking at my xanga made me realize how much someone can grow up, I wonder if I would have liked who I am today, then. I think so. And damn it Bryan you never ONCE mentioned me in your xanga posts, that always broke my heart a little. But too all of you who have been waiting in suspence, jacob, here is my xanga post two years later! and to another two years of growth!!!!!! |
